The Day

On Saturday the 23rd, Jaclyn and I were invited to Richmond by Bill and Diane Macaulay because they, along with a number of members from their congregation have been interceding for me for some time, and they committed a time of worship and Prayer in accordance with Matthew 18:20 "For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them."

There are two things in my mind about Saturday.

First of all, Jaclyn and I are incredibly grateful for the prayers that are being offered on our behalf.  Thank you for organizing and facilitating this time.  Thank you also for being committed to standing with us in Faith, for being willing to intercede for me.  It is truly humbling and spurs me onward to "dare to believe".  It feels surreal to be in this position – every day I have to remind myself that it’s really happening.  I think that’s because inside, I don’t feel any different, I’m not in constant pain or anything.  It’s when I move or speak that I’m reminded that this is actually happening, and even at that, I don’t know what it is.

Second, it was a very safe place, we weren't in a rush and even though I was a new face to many of you, I must admit that I felt cared for.  This is new territory for both of us, and being in a place of receiving has been difficult.  I think it's a lot easier to give than to receive!  Maybe it's pride - which, if it is, is dying a slow and painful death...  I'm fine with that anyways, especially when I consider how Jesus seemed to be so comfortable being "low".

Fallout?

After Saturday, I had two of the worst days I’ve had yet – muscle twitching, difficulty speaking, and one of the worst nights I’ve ever had trying to get to sleep.  Considering what’s at stake, the stand we are taking on this, I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised to find some backlash. 

From where I stand, I guess I’m trying hard to know what to ask of our Father.  I want to be in the right place spiritually, a place where I can know His will and ask accordingly, knowing that He will answer.  So if you are inclined to pray, I ask that you inquire what our Father would have you pray.  The Holy Spirit is interceding for me, let’s try to find out what He is interceding, and pray along with Him.

Jesus, my master, Son of the Living God, you have been so trustworthy, and my life is in Your capable hands.  I choose to trust You.  Thank you for having a plan – I admit that I don’t know what it is, but I know that You have a masterful plan!