my request
I am calling on all fighters, people of faith and courage. The time to stand is now; at the bleakest hour, and the opportunity remains the same. It is always possible for God; has always been impossible for me.
I am able to swallow again after about a 24 hour lapse; I thought it was really the start of the final phase; but I must tell you that I had a confirmation of such magnitude that the fire has been rekindled in my spirit. I want to see the impossible become reality; be a witness to our God’s authority and genius. Something that I have had in my heart since the beginning of this process is that it will be about my family getting to know the king of heaven. I don’t know why I haven’t said much about it, but there it is.
It is important to me that I know that you are willing to put it on the line with me; take a stand, not based on what I have said but what God is saying to you.
So, my favour that I am asking from you is; will you specifically ask God for insight into my situation; what is the next step?
I really would like to hear from you; what God is saying to you.
The last thing I heard was “Well done”
In my insecurity, I fight against such a message; surely God is upset with my attitudes etc. however I will accept that with a heart of Thanksgiving, not questioning anymore.
I await His answer.
Stephen
Stephen, I write not knowing what to say. Words are so limited in that the instant they are written they lose some of their meaning. You are experienceing a part to life we have yet to face and in that sense you speak with such authority. You're mind is sharp as you stare finitude in the face. You are unfettered by the promise of pleasure and even though I have read much I have not read many in your situation.
I don't know exactly what God is saying to me about your situation. I do know a healing would speak to my son. He as watched you and admires you. As I type this I again ask - and agree with many - that God will do what He is so able to accomplish. If there are any words they would be 'rest well'; be 'anxious for nothing'; and 'know that you are loved'.
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Stephen
I'm going to spend a couple of hours praying for you tonight, and am committing to spending serious time to your situation. I've been reading and re-reading 'Intercessory Prayer' by Dutch Sheets and would encourage others to do the same. There is nothing that matters more than praying for those who need it. We are all crying out to God at this point... our hearts are with you!
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Hey Stephen,
Whatever is going on, I sense the power of the Holy Spirit. I feel like this is not only about YOUR faith, but mine and everyone else's who is standing with you , as well. God is asking each one of us not to give up or slack off. We need to remain faithful and look for his direction. You are not asking for anything new or different, but we need to increase the intensity and urgency of our supplications. You are fighting the good fight. You have been faithful in your hard work to stand against this disease.I am not surprised that you hear "Well done".
Continuing forward in faith and belief that God knows what he is doing and that he will indeed show you and each of us the next step.
Lorri
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Stephen, this is so hard to write. I can't pretend to understand or claim to have answers. I don't know what's happened in the last 24-48 hours. But what I do know is trust in yourself, believe what you've heard from God. It's not about you or what you have or haven't done. No matter the outcome it can be about your family, and countless others too, knowing God. There is no greater testament or witness than what you are doing right now. None of us will get to know the why's on this earth, but someday we will. I pray God will strengthen you, heal you if that's His will, and fill you and your family with comfort and peace.
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Hi Stephen - I am praying with great hope and many tears. Our God is Sovereign - may He grant peace and great courage and comfort to your spirit. I am reminded of the words of a song I love that says "have faith in God, never let go of the faith He has placed in your heart." For whatever it is worth....I thought I'd share it and let you know that I am praying. Mel Hayes
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Stephen............all who have been interceding in prayer on your behalf are yearning for a miraculous healing of your body. In searching for keys to answered prayer, Job 42:1-10 provides interesting insights. After Job prayed for the three arrogant, presumptuous counselors who had abused him, there was a turning point in his life. His health was restored and his fortunes were doubled. I am praying for deeper understanding of this passage because the power of the evil one was broken and Job was set free. Repentance, forgiveness and healing are common Biblical themes. Come, Holy Spirit.... bring illumination as we pray on Stephen's behalf!
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Hi Stephen,
you know I dont´t communicate with god, but this night I was sitting in a bar, listening to gorgious music, thinking of you, when I had to go the bathroom. And on its inside-door there stood a sentence from a german rock song, which I haven´t heard for at least 15 years: "When the night is at its deepest, the day is at its nearest"
(For a better translation: Wenn die Nacht am tiefsten ist, ist der Tag am nähsten). So I took this for a sign and that´s all I can say..
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I also write without knowing what will come next... I imagine that is how each day of your "new" life is. How courageous you are, my brother. I am proud to stand in prayer with you, not knowing how it will all unfold. You're spirit is unwavering, and you show the passion of the Lord in your plight. (though i'm sure i misuse this word)
God is showing each of us that what we want is not always perfectly in line with what He wants. So with an open heart and a passion for love, we will wait and listen.
I love you, and I know you will find what God has sent you looking for.
In Christ, your bro
B.
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